《自疗》/ Self-Resurrection

Written in 2015

我总是把生活中的痛苦、悲伤与难过

全部消化成能量——

化作前进的动力。

我学习，我努力，我不停地奔跑。

一刻都不敢停下来，

唯恐自己的黑暗将自己吞没。

无所谓那些声称爱我的人会不会离开我，

因为有自己就够了。

爱自己，

享受独处。

很多人的动力源自别人的给予，

而我的却来自内心。

生活中哪一次心累不是自己振作？

哪一次困难、痛苦不是强咽下去？

逐渐变得强大，

从来都不是没有原因的。

I’ve always turned pain, sorrow, and despair

into energy—

into momentum.

I study, I live, I run without stopping,

never daring to pause,

afraid my own darkness might devour me.

It doesn’t matter

if those who once claimed to love me leave;

I have myself,

and that’s enough.

To love myself,

to savor solitude.

Most people draw strength from others,

but mine comes from within.

Every time I was weary, I rose again.

Every hardship I swallowed whole.

Becoming strong—

was never an accident.